Age.
It used to be so much more important to me.
I see the angst being posted on here. Legitimately, and I identify with it, from the past. But it's not me anymore. That's not to say that I don't want us to do well. I want us to win the league. That would make me so deliriously happy.
I've spent my adult life in angst about this stuff. The season is over already in regards to winning the league. That's pretty much accepted by everyone. So I'm not wasting another year of my life chasing this unachievable dream.
If we win, then yay! Brilliant. If we lose, then ****. But **** the angst for such a short term gain.
So I'm choosing an easier, happier life for now.
It used to be so much more important to me.
I see the angst being posted on here. Legitimately, and I identify with it, from the past. But it's not me anymore. That's not to say that I don't want us to do well. I want us to win the league. That would make me so deliriously happy.
I've spent my adult life in angst about this stuff. The season is over already in regards to winning the league. That's pretty much accepted by everyone. So I'm not wasting another year of my life chasing this unachievable dream.
If we win, then yay! Brilliant. If we lose, then ****. But **** the angst for such a short term gain.
So I'm choosing an easier, happier life for now.
can we have a matchday thread ban for this wummer 


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